理想。家。

回到了自己的窝，很小，很乱，但舒服多了。

这里每样事物，感觉都属于自己。是自己建立的小小的家。

一个人清静时，开始幻想理想的家。会是一个简简单单，无忧，平凡。也不不会太豪华。更希望夫妻可以和谐共处，相亲相爱，孩子开开心心。事业却安安分分，可以多点时间顾家。

我很没大志吧。哈哈。或许人人都想发财，住豪宅。

你们又想到自己理想的家会是怎样吗？

Series of Unfortune Event

1. Car Water Pump condemned, so i need a new one. Total damage RM 230
2. On the way back KL from Sg. Lembing, cannot start my car after stop my car.
3. Reaching Kl, aircond condemned, went to workshop the next day and came out normal, change a new air cond compressor. Total Damage RM 660
4. Handphone drop to floor from 1 ft high. Screen turn all white. Cannot read or call hp except speed dialing or manual dialing. Get a new Nokia 5800 yesterday. And this morning i juz found my old hp come back to normal operation. Almost got heart attack. Total Damage RM1230
5. This morning car break down at Kesas Highway. Temperature reaching max. Sent to workshop and found that the radiotor is leaking. Total damage UNKNOWN YET.

Ok. That is what happen since last Sunday till Today. It is 5 days time. WTF.

But, i get a new air cond compressor, water pump, a fixed car radiator soon, a new Nokia 5800. At least i'll be safe for the next few years. (I hope so). Have to be optimistic. Althought hard to achieve. WTF.

Enough for today. And enough for unfortunate events. I cannot tahan already.

So tell me, who else unfortunate than me? If not, try to get ur day better and better.

Update: The radiator cost me RM220, and then i found my auto transmission is having problem. Gonna check it up this saturday. I don't know how to pay my CC next month. WTF. Mentally broken. Totally broken.

lousy

i juz realize i'm a lousy blogger...lazy blogger...i dun name myself as blogger even more...

after reading all the famous famous...popular popular blogger...

and this happen after ivy give me their links....and lch....hahaha...i'm crazy following their links now...lol..

and i just realize my life isn't any happening...indeed a plain boring life...sucks..

Home Sick

so long never been back to hometown...last weekend i take my chance to drive back...to celebrate my grandma birthday and follow by my brother birthday...

i missed the grandma cake cutting coz i was late 1 day...tat day fri, i rush back to home early morning and it took 8 hours drive to reach around 5pm...lol...that nite, we were juz like normal, having a reunion dinner at Restaurant Chiang Mai, a thai food cruisine...

Grandma birthday was on 23rd while my brother on 26th...upon his request, mum agree to organize a birthday party...he claim he never had a birthday party before...well...i dun have one either...hahaha...

it was a busy day on 26th and before 26th...mum have to make clear of all the stuff everywhere in the house...lol...and preparing all the food like fried mee, mee hun and rice, despite she bought others from outside...the party started and although i was informed earlier that my brother invite all of his classmate and ex-classmate, i was shock when they appear...my brother really tat friendly huh...

4 days back in home....i really feel home is the safest place and warmest place in the earth...facing all the pressure outside, i did not bring any of them back home....when i feel myself hurt, there's always a place for me to lay...to rely...i really love my family...everyone treat me like baby boy...and my siblings was simply great...although the youngest one might be naughty bit...

when i can i gather the family members in one place...?? when can i capable to do tat...?? my eldest sister working in kuantan and the younger studying in cheras...others back in hometown...and i never bother about them as if they were far far away...i'm juz really tat useless, heartless...i feel so...words juz utter, feeling juz utter, but never deeply express it, appreciate it, work on it...

i feel so sorry....i wish i could spend more time for them...take care of them...for what i called family along these ages..

Working..working working...

I had been in KB for this project almost 2 months...wat i been doing here is juz working, working and keep working...now i try to fight to hav a rest day at least once on saturday...everyday working till 7, 8, 9, 10 pm...errhhhh....

I had been doubting that i no more interest in this job...always make mistake and cause problem...always got scold..always got chase...its juz too tough...some more i feel this has no meaning to my 5 years study...i juz organize a project...should i continue this career...??

I'm so regretful i can't even attend to doris's birthday..sorry to my dear...but glad i did manage a small surprise to her...

aih...days is too bored when we work un-break...any of u, how's ur job now...??

MIFC@GRAND FINALE (CANADA)

Grand Finale (2-9-2007)
yeah...it's grand finale of MIFC...Four dudes including me go b purchase ticket to access to the PICC to view and hear the musical firework exactly in front of us...haha...and it was raining like cats and dogs...it's quite unfortune...but the good things is...we can reserved the first row...juz before the glass rail...haha...

it was a worth waiting in rain for the moment...this day, four countries; Malaysia, Australia, Italy, Japan will fire their firework again for about 6 mins...plus the Canada team having the last 15 mins...it was awesome when we can c back 'highlighted' fireworks from these country...hahahaha...

four of us under 1 big umbrella...

A closer shot of PICC

This is where they actually fire the firework...under the bridge or around there...haha

purple...
i would say i like this....look peaceful...hoho...

colourful right...??

it end around 11pm...and we snap around PICC like others...every traffic or road we can see was bloody jam...where these ppl come from...?? but i guess this event organiser had done a great job including the promotion...and finally, unexpected, Australia win the title, instead of Team Italy which we were much more prefer...

MIFC@Team Australia

Team Australia (22-08-2007)
I finally got myself a proper tripod at RM50...yeah...finally i can shoot in comfort...hohohoho... We bring along Mcd for our dinner...having a picnic here...haha...got a nice uncle treat us 'lou poh peng' from ipoh 1...

Click the picture if u wan view in bigger size...










So, what do you think of their firework...???

Malaysia International Firework Competition @MIFC (Team Malaysia)

Team Malaysia (18 August 2007)

Heard this event from my housemate who is a photo pyscho...so join him together go and test my camera and skill...haha...

Too pity i had to use small little, tiny, cute tripod to shoot these shot...quite tiring when i put the thing on ground...hardly view wat i snap...

Team Malaysia was not bad...second time enjoy firework from near since last visit to Eye on Malaysia...but anyhow, we was meant to practise shooting firework...of course, my one not as better than his...haha...

Should you proud of Malaysia...i feel it was awesome and amazing that Malaysia can organize such international standard event...

not to mention, my dearest housemate survey the best spot to shot these firework...hahaha

A magazine..

after somewhile, being in working life, i start thinking how can i do making my life more interesting..

if i own a nice car, i hope i went travel often...
if i own a PlayStation, i can catch back my childhood dream...
if i own money, i shall went to taste different kind of nice foods..
n for sure, have a nice vacation wif my lovely gf...haha

now i think i need 1 more things...magazine...last time i got bought some entertainment magazine as i need travel by train for 12 hours back kb...so buy n read spending some times...but now i feel like buying another kind of magazine...include every things like general knowledges, travel, lifestyle, fashion, property, interior design...(i quite a greedy)...haha

so now, please giv a suggestion which magazine has all tat...?? i try look for some but mostly about gals 1...haha...

Am i who i am...??

is wat my working now is my interest, my future...yest i follow boss to meeting...sometimes i feel some excitement in meeting room...discuss this n tat...can know all about construction industry, not only electrical...

i doubt my professionalism in my career...as an electrical contractor, i juz use my knowledge on 3 phase system...i been interview in "IRIS" in TPM...quite interest in their job oso since i can find professionalism in there...i juz dunno wat i want to be...contractor on common sense n experience...a real designer is juz another feel...

What an unlucky day...

Today, early the morning, around 6.45am, i was shocked by a call..that time i still blur blur don't know what happen...i juz know mum ask me what's my cousin laptop model...i ask further wondering why she could ask that question...end up with surprising news...my house at KB being rob..!!

My cousin's newly bought laptop worth RM 3000++ has been 'offer' to the theft as she always left her laptop downstair at living room...the theft also snap some ang pau money from the "pray table" (=according to doris's dictionary, but i still hope someone correct me,haha)..

6.45am they call me from a police station where they lodged a report...this tradegy remind me of 1 things...as i recently watch TVB drama named 'Love Guaranteed', which is a romance story related to insurance..then i wonder, is there any insurance that guarantee a house robbery..?? haha...

Anyway, hope 2007 coming and we all will have another better time than 2006..Everything hope to be fine...!!

What a days...!!!

Suddenly feel very down..especially yesterday...every problem seems overload me...what i had plan earlier was a useless act and wasting time...effort has been put but can't get wat suppose to be...Hope can solve the problem soon...it's all about money matter...the more we have, the more trouble...!!

Zouk@KL

Sat night, 25/11/06, One month before christmas, 11pm....i went to zouk @kl...haha

this is the first time ever since i went to clubbing...before this twice oso go pub only...(To Doris:I went pub when i still single and available o...)

Going Zouk with my best frens...we were expecting something more fun but things turn to be just ok or normal...not much leng lui oso...haha...inside the music ok, not packed, deem...is a nice place oso la...hehe

The best things is we no need cover fees for entrance...someone from my fren's fren manage to get an invitation to the event held that night, An Aniversary Party, on the spot

The bad things is, everybody dance but my body don't...keke...

The crazy things is, we out from zouk at around 1.30am...went to yam cha at pandan indah's steven corners...play 2 sets pool game with ko ko kai..back take things out for another yam cha... 4.45am send ko ko kai to kl central for flight back miri...back to fren's home overnight and sleep...it's already 5am...making me too tired till hard to get sleep...

What a crazy morning...!!!